In the night of affection.....
Flowing in the ink of innervation.....
After being lost in convulsion.....
Trying hard,
For my paradise to regain,
Because today my heart beats again.......
Sitting solitary in my room,rubbing my eyes and lost in the memories of past I thought my heart to ink for me....Well finally being inspired by diarywriting of SUDEEP(one of my besties in IIT KGP and my neighbour in our hall) and ANUPAM(my closest buddy in IIT KGP and my alcohol partner)....alcohol might not stun you because engineering is the biggest reason which coerce our mind and alcohol acts as clutch to our coerced brains......
So where I was,yes it has been more than a semister and half here in IIT KGP....Hey by the way there's an utter coincidence that I have decided to ink my heart unkowingly on VALENTINE'S NIGHT.....no no don't think that I have hooked up with a girl or had a new crush which might have made me to pen my feelings.......
Truth being the song which I am hearing just now which goes like this......
dil chahta hai
hum na rahe kabhi yaaro k bin
din din bhar ho pyari baatein
jhume shaame gaaye raatein
masti me rahe dooba dooba
hamesha samaah.......
which made me think of my past friends and urged me to pen down my memories which are definitely awesome.......
which contains friends,love,trust,happiness,enjoyment,naughtiness and obviously lots and lots of crushes but no breakups(advantage of being single)........you don't believe it.......but its true.......but my source of enjoyment have been my friends and my soul power being my mom and dad...........missing you both a lot........
Well got a little bit emotional as parents came into conversation, but anyways as I was saying about my life being an unpredictable journey......just like the way these lines of the song want to potray which is going full on in the background.......
kaisa ajab ye safar hai
socho to har ek hi bekhabar hai
usko jaana kidhar hai
jo waqt aaye...jaane kya dikhaae
oo..oo..oo..oo........
So since my journey here in KGP till date has been hell lot of awesome...............as presently I am trying to recall each and every nasty moments that I share with this place since the first day.Well you must be thinking that I'm lost in my thoughts.......being lost in oblivion.........embalmed with those thoughts and time that i shared with my dear ones from my past..........to all those dear ones I want to say that........
you were my paradise
I left you and
I lost my paradise
I lost my love
but I will love you and
continue loving you
till I regain my lost paradise.............
I'm sorry that I'm discussing about my parting from my hometown and my old friends....for this present situation I cant blame anyone other than the new song running in the background which says........
chhor aaye hum wo galiyaan
jahaan tere pairo ke kamal giraa karte the
tere kamar k bal pe, nadi muda karti thi
hasi teri sunsunkar ke, fasal paka karti thi
chhor aaye hum wo galiyaan.............
Well these lines have a deep meaning rather I would say deep feeling which is drowning in my heart to ink my core feelings........and when the words come out from the heart it only shows the love and sorrow embedded deep which keep on tangling and tickling always in ones life.........the one which is being talked about in these lines of the song which is driving me deep into my heart as the lyrics goes.......
dil dard ka tukda h,pathar ki dali si hai
ek andha kuwa h yaar,ek band gali si h
ek chota sa lamha h,jo khatm nai hota
mai laakh jalata hun,wo bhasm ni hota............
Well after coming out from those thoughts and awesome rememberings which are the only reminiscence I have......I just come across ANUPAM's recent literary work rather say it as his latest masterpiece named as Valentines lost.Valentines regained......(a britannica beneath the destination).......truly speaking one just can't resist him or herself from reading his this masterpiece of literature. Another awesome work by my friend ANUPAM......while reading his every piece of work I get goosebumps and just keep thinking that from where the hell he gets such creativity and originality and most important being the wide range of vocabulary in his literature works.....hats off to him.....
its the serendipity of my life that I came across him......who finally urged me to think about writing and finally made it happen.......one of his quotes which was hell awesome...in which he said......
these days i have nothing to drink
so i have no thoughts to ink
ANUPAM says that writing is penurious to time the more you give time to it the more you develop skill in it but for me its perilous as it brings out the whole pile of cipher of that person's life just like the pandora's box...full of surprises and shocks.......But it would certainly help me in regaining my lost paradise.....Well I have to conclude my mixture of deplorable and felicitous thoughts here only as the curves of Emma Watson and Megan Fox are distracting me and adding to them being the sensuous Jennifer lopez feeding into my ear and rocking me up with her track On the floor......with the lines.......
taste the night away, live your life and stay young on the floor
taste the night away,grab somebody drink a little more........
Bye friends.....good night....... :D :D
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